you know that feeling of your best friend with another friend? you can't do anything bout it.
you saw them together, yet she ignored you.
you cried infront of her, she doesn't care anymore.
you whataspp her, she gives cold & short replies.
what can you do about it? you don't have any friends anymore. without her, is like a life without a heart. can't survive at all..
but what can you do when everyone's blaming you..? do you know that feeling of you feel like cutting but you can't. but who'll even cares? no one will.
what'll you do..? cry..? die..? or try your best to earn the friendship back? what if the friendship can't be earn back anymore..?
she's going to work tomorrow.. despite you telling her that factory have not registered.. do you still think that the friendship is able to be earn back..?
12.08.2013
9.22.2013
; a day with loves. ♥ x
a well day out with loves. ♥
actually it'as only me and shixi, then in the end, joyce and weiting join us.
we eat at kfc, then went to took neoprints, buy stuffs, walked around, eat, talked, laughed.
guys, jiayouu for tomorrow's MT paper. all the best. mwa mwa. :*
actually it'as only me and shixi, then in the end, joyce and weiting join us.
we eat at kfc, then went to took neoprints, buy stuffs, walked around, eat, talked, laughed.
guys, jiayouu for tomorrow's MT paper. all the best. mwa mwa. :*
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| ' 我一直渴望的幸福, 消失了.' ♥ x |
9.08.2013
throwback; teachers' day. ♥
05th♥ - teachers'day celebration&1stmonth with him. ♥ x
so a throwback to teachers' day celebration!
party for the class was awesome overall. :D except for the boys throwing chocolate syrup on the teachers. >< then cleared up class, went to hall. the performance and the skit was awesome! then went back to yumin primary. ♥ visited old classmates and teachers. the memories there was just simply awesome. :D
dancing with the dancers on stage, making jokes around the class, comparing results, running around the level with detergent in our hand before extra classes, going mac after extra classes, truth or dare at the playground. ♥ everything was just simply awesome before secondary school. (':
first year celebrating teachers' day with 1a3. ♥ it'as awesome! x
so a throwback to teachers' day celebration!
party for the class was awesome overall. :D except for the boys throwing chocolate syrup on the teachers. >< then cleared up class, went to hall. the performance and the skit was awesome! then went back to yumin primary. ♥ visited old classmates and teachers. the memories there was just simply awesome. :D
dancing with the dancers on stage, making jokes around the class, comparing results, running around the level with detergent in our hand before extra classes, going mac after extra classes, truth or dare at the playground. ♥ everything was just simply awesome before secondary school. (':
first year celebrating teachers' day with 1a3. ♥ it'as awesome! x
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| ♥;vivien. |
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| ♥;melissa. |
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| ♥;jasmine. |
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| akid. :D |
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| ♥;candice&hazel. |
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8.31.2013
happiness is around the corner. ♥
finally a new blog spot after so long. and finally changed my url. x
' bye august, hey september. ' september, please let it be a good month. x
september-wishes;
good results for end of year exam & able to get in sec2!- do well in volleyball.
new phone? :xmore food! :Dlearn new dance?- gets a chance to perform on stage again.
- be more prettier?
- all couples to last forever.
05th'll last forever. xsexylicious-family'13 be more bonded.- everything'll be alright.
so. 'after a storm, comes a rainbow.' ♥
everyone deserve to be happy. everyone deserve to get their own happiness.
and treasure the people, things that're around us.
you'll never know when'll it be gone. and don't regret when it's gone.
'find our happiness. cause all happiness are just around the corner' x
so, STAY HAPPY&SMILE! :D ♡
7.28.2013
deep inside her heart.
-short post after so long-
what're promises when in the end you're still going to break it?
idk how many people had promised me they won't leave me like how others do yet in the end, they still left.
left me alone to face my problems alone.
you blamed me for being too unreasonable, bossy, selfish. but have you ever thought why would i came to this stage? it's because whenever im too caring to those i really treasure, they all left me in the end. you understand the pain? the pain caused. i know. ill never be good enough for anyone. but im not perfect. nobody's prefect. maybe there's. but im me. stop comparing me with others. with her.
spare a thought for me please?
sometimes you don't know but your words can killed someone. though it's a joke.
and even though i doesn't show it, deep inside, ill always remember what you had said.
i had enough. can i just break down and tell others im tired. but others will be like ' tired of what? attention seeker. ' -.-
what're promises when in the end you're still going to break it?
idk how many people had promised me they won't leave me like how others do yet in the end, they still left.
left me alone to face my problems alone.
you blamed me for being too unreasonable, bossy, selfish. but have you ever thought why would i came to this stage? it's because whenever im too caring to those i really treasure, they all left me in the end. you understand the pain? the pain caused. i know. ill never be good enough for anyone. but im not perfect. nobody's prefect. maybe there's. but im me. stop comparing me with others. with her.
spare a thought for me please?
sometimes you don't know but your words can killed someone. though it's a joke.
and even though i doesn't show it, deep inside, ill always remember what you had said.
i had enough. can i just break down and tell others im tired. but others will be like ' tired of what? attention seeker. ' -.-
7.09.2013
shining darkness.
i'm just simply tired. i just need someone to listen to all my bullshits problems. they promised me they'll be there for me. yet now? broken promises again & again.
i just wish to live one day without all my problems. i just wish to have someone always there for me. i just wish i could just tell everyone i'm tired & break down. but i can't. :/
i just wish i could just pick up the blade. but i know i can't break my promises. but why do they can just easily break their promises towards me.
♡9days clean♡
' use pain to erase pain '
i'm just scare i can't control myself & pick up the blade. and 9days will just be gone. >< can someone understand my feelings? i know everyone has their own problems to handle, i don't requires they'll everyday put down their problems just to handle mine. i just want someone to listen to my problems. is it very hard?
i just wish to live one day without all my problems. i just wish to have someone always there for me. i just wish i could just tell everyone i'm tired & break down. but i can't. :/
i just wish i could just pick up the blade. but i know i can't break my promises. but why do they can just easily break their promises towards me.
♡9days clean♡
' use pain to erase pain '
i'm just scare i can't control myself & pick up the blade. and 9days will just be gone. >< can someone understand my feelings? i know everyone has their own problems to handle, i don't requires they'll everyday put down their problems just to handle mine. i just want someone to listen to my problems. is it very hard?
7.08.2013
♡sexylicious team'13♡
decided to blog about my sexylicious team'13 after seeing lixuans' blog. ♡
so, we had already spent 6-7 months together already, we get really bonded now compared to the past. although there's still some teammates disliking each other, but we're still considered as bonded? just because of small things, we quarrelled alot in the past. although now there's still quarrels, but we had learnt to open your heart & accept your teammates for who they're. x
and, thanks to the seniors that tolerate our bad attitude towards them. i hope there'll not be anymore ' seniors&juniors fight ' anymore. learnt to appreciate each other for who they're.
on 5July, we had a ' talk ' with the seniors. we had cleared all the misunderstanding & had a team hug. ♡ lets have more team hugs next time, alright? :3
to my teammates♡, lets continue to work hard together! although training are really tough, coach is really unreasonable, we, as a team, go through it together, alright? lixuan, jiayou in your studies, the team welcomes you back anytime! Queenie, jiayou in your east zone match! all the best! (y) and, i really appreciate everyone for who they're. i love every single one of you. ♡ muackkksss. :*
to my seniors♡ , jiayou for your east zone matchh! i think i'll be there to support you guys de. (y) all the best. all your juniors believe you guys can do it. (y) and, thanks for everything you guys had done. i love every single one of you! ♡ muacckkksss. :*
so, we had already spent 6-7 months together already, we get really bonded now compared to the past. although there's still some teammates disliking each other, but we're still considered as bonded? just because of small things, we quarrelled alot in the past. although now there's still quarrels, but we had learnt to open your heart & accept your teammates for who they're. x
and, thanks to the seniors that tolerate our bad attitude towards them. i hope there'll not be anymore ' seniors&juniors fight ' anymore. learnt to appreciate each other for who they're.
on 5July, we had a ' talk ' with the seniors. we had cleared all the misunderstanding & had a team hug. ♡ lets have more team hugs next time, alright? :3
to my teammates♡, lets continue to work hard together! although training are really tough, coach is really unreasonable, we, as a team, go through it together, alright? lixuan, jiayou in your studies, the team welcomes you back anytime! Queenie, jiayou in your east zone match! all the best! (y) and, i really appreciate everyone for who they're. i love every single one of you. ♡ muackkksss. :*
to my seniors♡ , jiayou for your east zone matchh! i think i'll be there to support you guys de. (y) all the best. all your juniors believe you guys can do it. (y) and, thanks for everything you guys had done. i love every single one of you! ♡ muacckkksss. :*
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