happybirthdayy. ♡ x

to my dearest baobei, CHLOECHEN. x
yesterday was your birthday. 050600. so here's a short yet sweet letter for you. (:
don't cry after you read this short letter. :p hehehe, just kidding lahh. :D

happy birthday baobei. ♡ x
stay pretty, cute, chiobu, awesome & most important, stay strong, alright.
i'm sorry i didn't follow you guys out to celebrate your birthdayy. ):
i'm sorry for treating you so bad. ><
i'm sorry for everything.
thank you for everything you had done for me. x
lets continue to create more memories together with jane too.
lets go to WWW during this holiday.
ask jane & jovin also. but no ryan & huihwa please. ._.
and please, continue to stay strong. <:
you're doing good right now.
smile more, alright?
i want to see a bright, happy & hyper chloe againn. x
remember, me & jane will be always here for you.
no matter how far are we, we're still there for you.
8numbers away, anything call me.
i might not be able to answer the call immediately, but i'll call you back afterwards.
stay strong for the sake of me, your loves one. (:
don't ever cut again, alright?
and, i love you. always. ♡ x
smile more chiobuuu. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. x

never good enough for anyone.

this's shili.
a girl who will be never good enough for anyone.
a girl who tries her best in everything but there's no results.
a girl who's tired of staying strong and then break down, and then the cycles continue.
a girl that won't be appreciate by anyone.
a girl who want to be there for everyone.
a girl who want someone to be there for her everytime when she need someone.
but what if she say everything out, and people turn around, and spread to everyone?
a girl that can only keep everything to herself.
maybe she'll say her problems to some of them.
only some of them.
and to the ' some of them ' , i appreciate you.
and, because of you, i'll continue to stay strong. (:
and i love you guys. ♡ x
thank you ! :D

here staying strong.

finally a holiday after a long school periods. :3

failed 4subjects for mid-year exams. ><

maths&science, all careless mistakes. D: 

geographyy&historyy, didn't memories all the important parts. :/ 

so, when school reopenn, shall work hard. and play less volleyball. :/ 

for June holidays? studying, revision & volleyball ! x

- back to topicc -

shili had changed. she's more happily now adays. :3 although there's still negative & suicidal thoughts in her head. but she had stop doing stupid things to herself.. so it is a good thing right?

 i hope i can still continue to stay strong although there's still many reasons for me to break down & do stupid things to myself againn. 

i have learn to appreciate every single things around me no matter is bad or good. (: 

although deep down, i'll still hate somethings. but i'll accept it no matter it is good or bad. 

stay strong everyone out there.
me heart everyone. ♡
no matter i know you anot.
i want & will be there for everyone. (:
free to find me, anyone ! :D
don't do silly things to yourself anymore, people.
iloveyouguys. x

need help, if you know me, text, whataspp, call or face-face tell me about it, alright.
if don't know me, twitter- @scarsgirl ask.fm- ask.fm/lovingsmtown. (:
i want to be there for everyone. yes, everyone. including those that i don't know. :D
please, don't harm yourself if you're doing it noww. x
there're people who care. (: me, i'll.. x